Reflections
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I have so much that I want to say but every
time I try, I just start crying. Meaghan touched
my life and Angelina's deeply. I admired her
strength from the first day I met her in Dr.
Barst's office. The one thing that always
amazed me the most is that no matter what
she was feeling or coping with, she always
had that "million dollar" smile. Not only was
Meaghan my patient she was family to me,
as all of you are.
I would like to world to know what Meaghan
taught me, to live your life to the fullest as if
tomorrow may never come and always say I
love you to those closest to you. I love you
Meg and miss you so much, you will forever
be in our hearts-family and my life.
Love, Ann Marie and Angelina
time I try, I just start crying. Meaghan touched
my life and Angelina's deeply. I admired her
strength from the first day I met her in Dr.
Barst's office. The one thing that always
amazed me the most is that no matter what
she was feeling or coping with, she always
had that "million dollar" smile. Not only was
Meaghan my patient she was family to me,
as all of you are.
I would like to world to know what Meaghan
taught me, to live your life to the fullest as if
tomorrow may never come and always say I
love you to those closest to you. I love you
Meg and miss you so much, you will forever
be in our hearts-family and my life.
Love, Ann Marie and Angelina
Scott Turner of Gig Harbor, a tremendous photojournalist shared these thoughts in his article in a local paper: http://wwwkitsapsun.com/news/2009/feb/12/hicks-gig-harbor-medical-life/?story_detail_gi g-harbor=1 |
Meaghan was a fantastic role model. I loved her so much. She was always there for me. Her smile had always brightened up my day. I remember when my mom and I went up to California for my mom’s work. We made time to visit Meaghan. We went up to the hospital and she had her Best Friend(s), her mom, her dad, my mom, and me. Her toes were painted red and she had her blanky curled up next to her. I gave her a relaxing foot message. I wanted to spend forever with her there at that Stanford hospital. I couldn’t but I always will know that she will be with me. I remember her and always will. No moment have I forgotten when I had spent my time with her. Spending the night at her house. Watching movies ‘till 1 o’clock in the morning. And snuggling!!! ! I love you Meaghan Michelle Hicks! Love, Mariel Jayne Stebor (Your special girl) |
1st Pix~ Meaghan & I @ Grandma Dorans house on Easter! Summer Stepp and Cousin, Meaghan Where to begin...This is the oldest & dearest picture that I have of Meaghan & I. We were born the same week, the same year & I'm sure we are alike in more ways than one.Even though we lived what seemed to be a million miles away, it did'nt change the love I had for my cousin, My Friend. Meaghan was always Smiling, Laughing & could fight harder than any person I've ever known...I only hope to be half the woman Meaghan Was~Is. Megs, Me & Jessie This picture was taken @ Candlewood Lake @ our new house & it was one of the RARE occassions we got to spend together! I cherish those times more than anyone knows. It was a time of LOVE & LAUGHTER that will never be forgotten....Just like Meaghan..... I've always loved this saying & it seems to fit my forever young & beautiful cousin Meaghan...... ~May the Wind always be @ your back & the Sun Upon your Face & May the Wings of Destiny carry you aloft to Dance with the Stars~ I love you Uncle Carl...XOOXOXO get some rest! Your Niece, Summer |
| Dr. Robyn Barst, MD, Comforting Meaghan after her Transplant |
| I first met Meaghan Hicks in 1994. She had fainted during a gymnastics event in Germany where she was living with her parents, and her brother and sister. Although her dad, Colonel Carl Hicks, was to be stationed there for several years, Meaghan was immediately flown to Walter Reed for evaluation. Her parents were told she had a fatal disease with less than a year to live but there was a doctor in NYC Meaghan should see. It was at that juncture in Meaghan’s life, that Meaghan and her family entered my life. My career in pulmonary hypertension, has been, and always will be, the most gratifying career I could ever dream of. Treating patients like Meaghan teaches one all about life; and that life is for the living – one day at a time – and one moment at a time. We all remember this when we lose someone we love; but then far too quickly we forget and return to our daily lives not looking at life around us and not giving of ourselves because we fail to truly remember what someone like Meaghan can teach us. Meaghan was a young lady with a gift for living and with a gift for giving. She took each day as it came and more often than not during the past several years, swallowed hard to look life face on and go forward. She was raised by two of the most extraordinary individuals I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. Hard, tough Colonel Carl Hicks can be as hard on the exterior as any driven man could ever be; but on the inside, he has the warmth and love and understanding of why we are all on this earth – to make this earth a better place for all, by working hard and loving those you love more than one could think possible. As I got to know Meaghan over the years, I saw that the “ hard and tough” and “soft and gentle” qualities in her came from her parents. Colonel Hicks is tough when he needs to be, and you better not cross him or get on his bad side, or you will regret it. But he will do anything, absolutely anything for what he believes in and for those he cares about– and although Meaghan may no longer be with us on this earth, it is because of Meaghan that the fight for curing pulmonary hypertension continues to move forward; her father has taken on fighting pulmonary hypertension with everything he has – and the successes of his hard work are visibly apparent. I know his work will continue to help thousands of children and adults struck with this deadly illness have a better life. I think one of the reasons Meaghan and I got along so well was that our relationship was far more than physician and patient; we were always honest with each other; no lying, no mincing words and both working towards the same goal – that is, to make her quality of life better! We would laugh and joke, and both believe that life is for the living – that is, if she had the urge for Chinese food, go for it and it her ankles got swollen, big deal – take a diuretic. We all have to have Chinese food or pizza sometimes. Meaghan knew full well my philosophy of treating pulmonary hypertension was to improve quality of life and as a byproduct increase survival; but the goal was never to just increase survival and live in a glass house waiting to die. For those of you who knew Meaghan, she never lived in a glass house! She did everything and more. Nothing was too momentous for her. Meaghan also knew she could call me 24/7 and I would never mind. I remember my phone ringing once while I was in Australia. Meaghan was calling me and apologizing for waking me up (as she thought I at home in NYC asleep); however, when I said I was in Australia, she wasn’t that sorry anymore and she said “Great! You’re probably not sleeping!” She wanted to make sure she could do whatever she had the strength for even if she got tired doing it. She was being told how sick she was and that she shouldn’t do anything other than wait for the inevitable. Meaghan knew that was not my philosophy nor was it hers! And that was many years ago. What Meaghan did for those she loved is far more than most of us ever do in a lifetime. She knew how precious life was. We all need to learn from Meaghan and do what I know she would want those she loved to do moving forward – weep, mourn and never forget her, but then move on and help others. Find a passion in your life and pursue it as hard as you can! And when you feel down, think of Meaghan Hicks and smile. Robyn Barst, MD (Meaghan's doctor and friend for nearly fifteen years, during which time neither she nor Meaghan ever gave up) |
I first met Meaghan in her
freshmen year at GHHS when
she walked into my classroom.
From that moment on classroom.
From that moment on she was
my daughter. She became so
close to my wife as they faced a
tough battle with life. Even life.
Even though my wife left many
years ago, you could tell that
they both still communicated with
each other. They had their own
song, "What a Wonderful World,"
and they both lived through each
other. At one time we all thought
that Meaghan and my son were
going to connect with each other,
but she was too much the sister
to us all. They are together now
and that is a relief. I know that
someday we will all be together
again.
will all be together again.
Your other Dad, Lyle
(Meaghan's favorite high school teacher
at Gig Harbor High, and other Dad)
freshmen year at GHHS when
she walked into my classroom.
From that moment on classroom.
From that moment on she was
my daughter. She became so
close to my wife as they faced a
tough battle with life. Even life.
Even though my wife left many
years ago, you could tell that
they both still communicated with
each other. They had their own
song, "What a Wonderful World,"
and they both lived through each
other. At one time we all thought
that Meaghan and my son were
going to connect with each other,
but she was too much the sister
to us all. They are together now
and that is a relief. I know that
someday we will all be together
again.
will all be together again.
Your other Dad, Lyle
(Meaghan's favorite high school teacher
at Gig Harbor High, and other Dad)
| DON'T DWELL ON WHAT WE DON'T HAVE, BE THANKFUL THAT WE CAN WAKE TO A NEW TOMORROW AND SHARE IT WITH ALL WHO WE LOVE. SHE WAS A BRAVE, COURAGEOUS, LOVING, UNSELFISH, BEAUTIFUL GIRL, THAT TOUCHED ALL OF OUR LIVES..... I CONSIDER MYSELF VERY FORTUNATE TO HAVE BEEN HER AUNT, AND THE MEMORIES I HAVE OF HER WILL FOREVER LIVE IN MY HEART.... LOVING THOUGHTS..... LOVING THOUGHTS..... ALWAYS MY LOVE....CRISTIE |
| Meaghan was a beautiful girl inside and out. I loved her very much. I remember her as a little girl with a hugh smile and illuminated everything and everyone around her. love you all terri vail |
| "You don't get over it, you just get through it. You don't get by it, because you can't get around it. It doesn't get better; it just gets different." |
| She has been such an inspiration to us all, as have you. Barbara Thompson Mid-South PH Support Group Leader |
| "I think words are not enough to tell you of my grief. Meaghan has left a void in our lives. As a physician, it was a privilege, my pleasure to take care of her. As a friend, it hurt me to no end to see her suffer... And, yes, it will never be the same without her actual presence, I still feel her around me. I don't know how else to describe it. She was, she is, and she will forever remain a part of my life - as yours." Dr. Ayesha Haroon, M.D. (Meaghan's transplant doctor and friend at Stanford) |
| Meaghan at Stanford, May, 2007 w / Dr. Haroon |
As a member of the PHA nursing community, I have
followed your story of family strength, determination
and love. As a worker bee in the trenches of the
fight for quality of like for all those affected with this
disease, it is important for me to put in perspective
what really happens when someone leaves our
clinic/ leaves our hospital bed.. and goes home.
Sometimes being in the hospital is the easy part but
the way one deals with PH is the hard part.
Listening to your story- seeing the pictures that you
so eloquently present at our conferences - does so
much to keep us going - to want to make it better for
all we care for.
Above my desk at work I have a piece of paper with
a quote that I have scotch-taped to the cabinet.. and
as I look at the pictures you sent to us on this web
site- and the stories about Meaghan that you have
shared - makes me ponder how Meagan is a
powerful example of how one person can teach us
how to survive with dignity and grace.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and I thank
Meaghan for her legacy of teaching us caregivers to
keep hope alive and how to help our patients dance
in the rain.
"Life isn't about how to survive the storm,
but how to dance in the rain"
Arlene Schiro
Boston
followed your story of family strength, determination
and love. As a worker bee in the trenches of the
fight for quality of like for all those affected with this
disease, it is important for me to put in perspective
what really happens when someone leaves our
clinic/ leaves our hospital bed.. and goes home.
Sometimes being in the hospital is the easy part but
the way one deals with PH is the hard part.
Listening to your story- seeing the pictures that you
so eloquently present at our conferences - does so
much to keep us going - to want to make it better for
all we care for.
Above my desk at work I have a piece of paper with
a quote that I have scotch-taped to the cabinet.. and
as I look at the pictures you sent to us on this web
site- and the stories about Meaghan that you have
shared - makes me ponder how Meagan is a
powerful example of how one person can teach us
how to survive with dignity and grace.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and I thank
Meaghan for her legacy of teaching us caregivers to
keep hope alive and how to help our patients dance
in the rain.
"Life isn't about how to survive the storm,
but how to dance in the rain"
Arlene Schiro
Boston
| Post - Transplant Retail Therapy - First Trip to Target (July, 2007, Redwood City, CA) |
| This is Meaghan at Beaver Lake, Arkansas (aka "The Lake") in July, 1985. When she saw this picture while flipping through our photo album many years later, during a visit to Tonganoxie, Kansas, she had to laugh at the "Pose" as she liked to call it. Unbeknownst to Meaghan, the lavender or periwinkel color of her swimsuit would become a color that would mean so much to her and her family and friends. We treasure all of our "Meaghan Memories... Like when she was feeding "baby" Ryan (now 18) his babyfood she laughed so hard as he made a funny squeal and clenched his fists, shaking them in the air - with every new bite. (How she loved babies!) ...Or, when she acted as Jason's confidant and advisor when he faced using that "new-fangled" insulin pump a few years ago. (Jason now 23) She explained how her pump worked and they compared notes and she made helpful suggestions. Meaghan could instill confidence in others with her directives and assurances. If she said it -- you knew it had to be so! We will continue to cherish the memories we have of Meaghan --- just always believed things would "turn-around" soon and we would have time to make many more. ...another lesson learned from Meaghan. Love Always and Forever - Aunt DeAnn, Uncle Gary and cousins - Jason and Ryan Brammer |
| Meaghan was one of the most beautiful people I've ever met. I will forever miss her. I am thankful I was lucky enough to have her as part of my life. All my love, Melissa Stokke-Kerwin |
She will always be an inspiration to us. Her
strength and bravery is second to none.
David & Kirsten
strength and bravery is second to none.
David & Kirsten
| We remember Meaghan for her quiet kindness, her lovely smile and laughter, expressive eyes, her steadfast friendship, we loved it when she called us gandma and grandpa, and, in our hearts we remember her constant bravery- We remember Meaghan as our friend and we will always love her. Ed & Nancy Stebor |
| Meaghan, you have always been in my heart. Your life and love has blessed many and will continue to do so eternally. ~Jenny (Livingston) Schaefer |
Your family has been an inspiration to all of
us in the PH community. The strength that
Meaghan and all of you showed not only has
helped our patients, but has helped those of
us who care for people with PAH to keep
looking and moving towards the future.
My thoughts are with you and your family,
Aaron
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Aaron B. Waxman, MD, PhD
Director, Pulmonary Vascular Disease
Program
Pulmonary Critical Care Unit
Massachusetts General Hospital
Harvard Medical School
us in the PH community. The strength that
Meaghan and all of you showed not only has
helped our patients, but has helped those of
us who care for people with PAH to keep
looking and moving towards the future.
My thoughts are with you and your family,
Aaron
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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Aaron B. Waxman, MD, PhD
Director, Pulmonary Vascular Disease
Program
Pulmonary Critical Care Unit
Massachusetts General Hospital
Harvard Medical School
| We only met Meaghan a couple of times, but what I remember most was her beautiful smile. It lit up a room! May God bless and comfort all of you and bring you closer together. You have surrounded Meaghan with loving care all the years of her life. May you feel her presence with you always. Barb and Steve Sutton |
| Thinking of you and sending lots of hugs. I came across a poem that just seemed to capture something for me about our last visit together. I learned so much from being around Meaghan. She touched me so deeply and profoundly. I just cannot find the words to express things myself just now. Ramona Ramona Doyle, MD The Last Time -Marie Howe The last time we had dinner together in a restraurant with white table clothes, she leaned forward and took my two hands in hers and said, I'm going to die soon. I want you to know that. And I said, I think I do know. And she said, what surprises me is that you don't. And I said, I do. And she said, What? And I said, Know that you're going to die. And she said, No, I mean know that you are. |
| Meaghan shown in May '07, Post Transplant at Stanford with Romona Doyle, MD, and Rohan Zamanian, MD, Two of Her Favorites |
| Meaghan was one of the most remarkable people I have ever met, and I, like so many, deeply admired her. Her love of life and her amazing love of other people always amazed me. Even in her roughest moments of recovery after transplant, she never neglected to ask how those around her were doing, and was genuinely concerned about each and every one. I have often used Meaghan’s story, and her inspiring accomplishments (despite her PH diagnosis), to inspire myself to keep doing this work, to strive toward enhancing the quality of life of those with PH and those who love and care for them. I will continue to do so with Meaghan’s memory and spirit guiding the way. It was my honor to know and accompany Meaghan through some of the most salient moments of her life, and it is such a devastating loss to know that we will not witness her triumphs first-hand any longer. I do know that she will sustain the fighting force and the motivation in me to continue working in the PH world, and to know that the impossible really doesn’t exist— Meaghan demonstrated that every day I knew her... My heart is with you all. With gratitude and fond memories, Allyson Allyson M. Rupp, LCSW Licensed Clinical Social Worker Vera M. Wall Center for Pulmonary Vascular Diseases Stanford Hospital and Clinics 300 Pasteur Drive, Rm H0315 Stanford, CA 94305 |
| Meaghan was one of my all-time favorite patients over a 30+ year career in Pediatric nursing. My heart goes out to you and your loved ones. Cindi Haarstad LPN, Madigan Pediatric Clinic |
gives me comfort every time I hear it as
gives me comfort every time I hear it as
I know she, Meaghan and all the
others we have lost can sing this song
now and mean it.
now and mean it.
Warmly, Laura
JOHNNY NASH lyrics - I Can See
Clearly Now
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me
blind
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
I think I can make it now, the pain is
gone
All of the bad feelings have
disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been prayin' for
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
Look all around, there's nothin' but
blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin' but blue
skies
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me
blind
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
Oh, what a bright, (bright)
Sun-shiny day
gives me comfort every time I hear it as
I know she, Meaghan and all the
others we have lost can sing this song
now and mean it.
now and mean it.
Warmly, Laura
JOHNNY NASH lyrics - I Can See
Clearly Now
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me
blind
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
I think I can make it now, the pain is
gone
All of the bad feelings have
disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been prayin' for
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
Look all around, there's nothin' but
blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin' but blue
skies
I can see clearly now, the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me
blind
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright
(Bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
Oh, what a bright, (bright)
Sun-shiny day
| Rainbow, seeming to end at Stanford University Medical Center, the morning after Meaghan's Transplant, February 26th, 2007 |
| I remember the day that we met Meaghan; she was 5, and her family had just moved into the house next door that day. She and Jesse came skipping across the grass to borrow some milk from us, because Mom was making mac-and-cheese for dinner and hadn't time to shop for groceries. Both girls were wearing T-shirts that said "We Are Family". That was the beginning of our joyous and enduring friendship. And I remember, a little later when Meaghan's first "baby" tooth came loose, Bill gravely helped her to let it fall out, with the aid of a piece of string and comforting words. There are many other memories that come rushing back now, to savour and re-live with the knowledge that they will be with me forever. ---sing with the angels, dear Meaghan, and we will hear in our hearts.---sing with the angels, dear Meaghan, and we will hear in our hearts. Love, Sylvia Earl |
| Meaghan on her first sailing trip with Jessica and Andy, under the watchful eye of Captain Bill Earl, MD. Little Traverse Bay, MI. |
| I first met Meaghan working with her on 'Team' for the Seattle U Search Retreat. That is where I first heard her story and was touched by her beautiful smile. I later reconnected with her through our mutual friend, Becky Schumaker, as we both are from the same circle of friends. Meaghan has been truly inspiring in my life. When someone passes away, people tend to say that God always takes the best souls. With Meaghan this is especially true. When I first got the email from Becky about Meaghan's transplant, I sent my own email to my family and friends for prayers and positive energy for her. So, lots of prayers have always been coming her way and I would keep them updated as I learned of her progress. When I heard that she passed away, I let them know. One of my oldest friends wrote this: Just getting on line. Got all the news about your friend Meaghan. The web site her Dad set up is beautiful. Not ever meeting her the site made me cry. I wish there was a spot to leave thoughts. If you communicate with her family at all send them my warmest regards. In times like this it is amazing how much you appreciate thoughts from strangers. It's not right what she had to go through. She seems like a very special girl. (~Kristin) I know that Meaghan touched so many with her story, her warmth and her smile, especially me. My heart and prayers go out to all of you who are missing her dearly. May her gorgeous spirit and enduring strength live on in all of us! I wish you love and peace, Kelly (Bonin) Botham |
She lived this life well, and I am a better person
for having known her. Her smile, her laughter, her hazel eyes....these
will always stay with me. I also saw her break down and cry. I caught
her in faraway looks, across the bay, and joy, with a ring on her finger.
I will have conversations with her, now, when I am in the garden or
doing the dishes. I know that the tears will
diminish over time. We went out to lunch when she first came back
with her portable pump, just me and Meaghan and Becky, I think it
was the Black Angus, and we started to talk about MEN! OMG! We
shared so many similarities across the generations....and then it was
funny...then it became very funny...then we were laughing so hard that
the tears were rolling down our faces! And the few times they came
over and cooked in my kitchen and the mess...Ha! Good stuff to
remember. Will see you soon...
love and peace...Debie.
for having known her. Her smile, her laughter, her hazel eyes....these
will always stay with me. I also saw her break down and cry. I caught
her in faraway looks, across the bay, and joy, with a ring on her finger.
I will have conversations with her, now, when I am in the garden or
doing the dishes. I know that the tears will
diminish over time. We went out to lunch when she first came back
with her portable pump, just me and Meaghan and Becky, I think it
was the Black Angus, and we started to talk about MEN! OMG! We
shared so many similarities across the generations....and then it was
funny...then it became very funny...then we were laughing so hard that
the tears were rolling down our faces! And the few times they came
over and cooked in my kitchen and the mess...Ha! Good stuff to
remember. Will see you soon...
love and peace...Debie.
| i'll be coming up from LA to celebrate meaghan this weekend. i know how small the church by jared's house is; i'll be honored to fit in, or around, or any which way i can. meag is like no one else in the world; i'm so very happy and grateful that we've all gotten to have her in our lives for so long. the only people i truly feel sorry for are the ones who weren't lucky enough to know her. pardon the language...but you made one hell of a daughter. thank you for sharing her with us. sincerely, corina spadoni |
| Meaghan, Andy, Jessica, ca. 1987 |
| When I was a toddler, Meaghan loved to hear me say the word "Sparkle"! She would make me say it again and again, giggling each time. I know Meaghan's spirit will "Sparkle" forever! Love, Jason KC Cousin |
| Jessica, Jason, Andy, Meaghan, about 1987 |
| Meaghan, her Nephew, Nolan, Summer, 2008 |
| A Happier Time... Jessica, Meaghan, Andy Hiking in Switzerland (Pre-PH) |
A few of the messages of condolence sent from members of the PH Community to the Hicks Family
Please accept my condolence at the loss of your precious gift. She is now a glowing flower in full bloom and God chose her
to be part of a beautiful bouquet for his heavenly throne where she is smiling down at us all from the light of flawless
blessedness and peace. She is now privileged to feast at His heavenly banquet table with all the saints and angels. May
God fill the space in your hearts with His pure light and love.
May her light always shine bright in your hearts.
Yunena Morales
I am so sorry about your loss.....
Linda Arnold
I live in Ohio,My name is Paula.
I was diagnosed in July 2006, and I was shocked to here about Meaghan's passing.I was hoping, someone with
tragic disease would defeat it. My heart goes out to her family during this time of their loss.
Please accept my deepest condolences.
Take Care & God Bless
Paula Ann Mooney
Carl....I am so sorry to hear about Meaghan...My thoughts and prayers arewith you and your family.
Jas James
I am so sorry to hear about the end of Meaghan's battle. She was a real fighter and quite an
inspiration. My thoughts and prayers are with the family.
Hugs - Cindy in Florida
We pray for all your family to find peace at this time. And thank you for your endurance in going forward to work
for this community that loves you. "Fear not, he is with you".
Bonnie Patricelli and Ryan Juntti
I am very sorry to hear that Meaghen has passed away. This is such a terrible disease, seems as if
we have many deaths reported on the PHA web site. Her father is a wonderful man, he will go on
trying to find a cure for all of us. God bless him, and his lovely daughter, an angel now. God bless
all of us, please help us to find a cure.
Love from Marjo
Please convey my deepest sympathy to the Hicks family. This is a terrible loss for them and for our PH
community. Carl's story about his family's fight for and along with Meaghan has been inspirational. May God
comfort them in their loss and may Meaghan breathe easily now.
Susan Temple
Dear family of Meaghan,
We are very saddened to hear that Meaghan has lost her fight with PH. We have never met
but we assure you that Meaghan and your family will be in our thoughts and every day in our
prayers.
Sincerely,
www.caringbridge.org/visit/cullensteele
Hi there Diane! I heard about Carl Hick's Daughter Meaghan tonight and I am truly sorry to hear it. I
wanted to post something on the board for I am sure there are some on there that would like to know it.
However, did not feel it would be appropriate to do so with out permission. Is it okay to post or would you
guys prefer to post something. Even though I did not know her, it does upset me. Col Hicks has done so
much for those of us with PH and I along with lots of others are so thankful to him and all of you at PHA.
I hope he is holding up okay. I want to ask what happen but I am sure that is not appropriate
but you know how it is. How are you guys at PHA doing? I am sure this hit you guys really hard too!
Let me know what you think! If you see Col Hicks please let him know that we are
thinking and praying for him and his family.
We are truly sorry! (I am saying WE meaning people on the board!)
Love,
Sheila
So very sorry to hear of this tragic loss.I hope and pray that a cure will be found for this
disease.When that day comes it will be due to those of you who stood up and spoke out.I pray you
will find strength and comfort. Beverly
Dear Carl,
I want to send my care, concern and prayers to you and your family in the loss of your precious daughter
Meaghan. We will all fight harder against PH in her memory for a cure to this disease.
If there is anything I can do for you or your family please call on us.
God Bless, you are in our prayers.
All Our Love
Raye and Edward Bohn
Thomaston, CT
Dear Carl and family,
I have just read the very sad news about Meaghan and as I write this,
tears are rolling down my cheeks. My heart goes out to all of you.
Carl, you might remember me from the 2008 conference in Houston, we
chatted at different times. My daughter Lauren lost her battle with PH on
August 30, 2000, at the age of ten years and ten months. I too, want to
continue the fight anyway I can until there is a cure for this horrid disease.
Please know that I truly understand the heartache a parent endures when
a child dies. The ordering is simply wrong, children are not supposed to
die before their parents. Please take care and know that I am thinking of
you and send my prayers.
Judith Williamson
Victoria, BC Canada
Carl,
I am sorry to hear about the death of your daughter, Meaghan. Her
story, and your story, was an inspiration to many at the last PHA
conference. I am grateful that you have chosen to devote your leadership skills to our cause.
My husband and I also lost a child to this disease in 2002. He was only four when he died, a victim of primary pulmonary hypertension.
Due to his young age and the poorer outcomes for his size and weight,we chose not to pursue heart-lung transplantation, but I imagine our
decision would have been different had he lived to an older age. Still, these are very hard choices forced by a very hard illness. One
is forced to choose what one hopes will be the best of some bad alternatives, when one is really hoping for a cure.
Continue to lead on. Together I hope we can find that cure.
With deepest sympathy,
Jennifer Nelson
I am so sorry for your loss. Meaghan is in heaven now and will see her family again someday. Keep the
awareness going and God Bless you.
The Tindall Family
To the entire Hicks family,
I had the pleasure of attending my first PHA International Conference in Houston this past June. It was
there that I learned Meaghan's incredible story and of the outpouring of love and energy that you have all
shared to help all of us afflicted by pulmonary hypertension. I am devastated to learn of her passing after
such a courageous fight. There is probably a reason for Meaghan to have been taken at such a young
age, though at the moment it is hard to imagine what that could be. My thoughts and prayers are with
you at this time, and especially with Meaghan.
Sincerely,
Priscilla Franz
LVDD/PVH
Dear Hicks Family,
My little girl Katie Grace was diagnosed Feb 13 2008 and we went through much the same as you.
Only I was lucky enough to have the opportunity to go to the Houston Convention this year to hear Mr.
Hicks speak. Your story is one that gave me HOPE!
This has really saddened my heart and I have passed your story on to others so they can better understand.
We now live in the Bay Area and our doctor is also at Stanford. Although we know our doctors are good
but God is great. May he give you peace at this time.
Our Prayers are with you,
Kathy Groebner (mom of Katie Grace 6 PHer)
In Gods Hands
Mr. Hicks,
I saw you speak in Houston at the PH conference. I had just learned months before that I had PH and
came to the conference (with both my parents) to find out what it was all about. I heard you speak several
times and was so impressed by your passion and willingness to do anything it took to get help for your
daughter. I remember thinking your family's story was remarkable.
I opened an email from the PH Support group indicating that your daughter went to be with God. I had
such a heavy heart that day and for several days afterwards. My parents were also very upset and we
spoke of what an inspiration you and your family had been to us. Seeing pictures of Meaghan made us
all smile and cry. I just wanted you to know that her life was very meaningful to so many people and
continues to inspire us all!
Thank you for your dedication!
Jill from Indiana
Mr. Carl Hicks
I am truly sadden and sorry for your loss, your daughter Meaghan Hicks, she fought a BIG battle and by the way you speak of her she
never gave up! I can tell that you were very proud of her and she was blessed to have such caring parents. Thank-you for all that you did
and for all that you fought. I realize that the fight was for all of us dealing with PH. God bless you and your loved ones, and may he give
you a bit of comfort.
Sincerely,
Catalina Lomeli
Carl Hicks and Family
My sincerest condolences to you and your family, at this time for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers for God to give you peace and
consolation during your time of grief and healing. My heart aches for your pain and loss. Thank you for all the work you have done to help
all
of us with PH and God Bless You.
Charlotte Beattie
Dear Carl and family,
My condolences go out to you and you family at this time of loss. I know she meant the world to you. I was able to attend conference for the
first time this past June in Texas and I was moved by your speech about your daughter and it even brought me to tears.
I could tell how you and your family felt about her and that she meant the world to you. She was a fighter with this awful disease and
I pray one day they find a cure.
Again my thoughts and prayers go out to you.
Stephanie
Please accept my condolence at the loss of your precious gift. She is now a glowing flower in full bloom and God chose her
to be part of a beautiful bouquet for his heavenly throne where she is smiling down at us all from the light of flawless
blessedness and peace. She is now privileged to feast at His heavenly banquet table with all the saints and angels. May
God fill the space in your hearts with His pure light and love.
May her light always shine bright in your hearts.
Yunena Morales
I am so sorry about your loss.....
Linda Arnold
I live in Ohio,My name is Paula.
I was diagnosed in July 2006, and I was shocked to here about Meaghan's passing.I was hoping, someone with
tragic disease would defeat it. My heart goes out to her family during this time of their loss.
Please accept my deepest condolences.
Take Care & God Bless
Paula Ann Mooney
Carl....I am so sorry to hear about Meaghan...My thoughts and prayers arewith you and your family.
Jas James
I am so sorry to hear about the end of Meaghan's battle. She was a real fighter and quite an
inspiration. My thoughts and prayers are with the family.
Hugs - Cindy in Florida
We pray for all your family to find peace at this time. And thank you for your endurance in going forward to work
for this community that loves you. "Fear not, he is with you".
Bonnie Patricelli and Ryan Juntti
I am very sorry to hear that Meaghen has passed away. This is such a terrible disease, seems as if
we have many deaths reported on the PHA web site. Her father is a wonderful man, he will go on
trying to find a cure for all of us. God bless him, and his lovely daughter, an angel now. God bless
all of us, please help us to find a cure.
Love from Marjo
Please convey my deepest sympathy to the Hicks family. This is a terrible loss for them and for our PH
community. Carl's story about his family's fight for and along with Meaghan has been inspirational. May God
comfort them in their loss and may Meaghan breathe easily now.
Susan Temple
Dear family of Meaghan,
We are very saddened to hear that Meaghan has lost her fight with PH. We have never met
but we assure you that Meaghan and your family will be in our thoughts and every day in our
prayers.
Sincerely,
www.caringbridge.org/visit/cullensteele
Hi there Diane! I heard about Carl Hick's Daughter Meaghan tonight and I am truly sorry to hear it. I
wanted to post something on the board for I am sure there are some on there that would like to know it.
However, did not feel it would be appropriate to do so with out permission. Is it okay to post or would you
guys prefer to post something. Even though I did not know her, it does upset me. Col Hicks has done so
much for those of us with PH and I along with lots of others are so thankful to him and all of you at PHA.
I hope he is holding up okay. I want to ask what happen but I am sure that is not appropriate
but you know how it is. How are you guys at PHA doing? I am sure this hit you guys really hard too!
Let me know what you think! If you see Col Hicks please let him know that we are
thinking and praying for him and his family.
We are truly sorry! (I am saying WE meaning people on the board!)
Love,
Sheila
So very sorry to hear of this tragic loss.I hope and pray that a cure will be found for this
disease.When that day comes it will be due to those of you who stood up and spoke out.I pray you
will find strength and comfort. Beverly
Dear Carl,
I want to send my care, concern and prayers to you and your family in the loss of your precious daughter
Meaghan. We will all fight harder against PH in her memory for a cure to this disease.
If there is anything I can do for you or your family please call on us.
God Bless, you are in our prayers.
All Our Love
Raye and Edward Bohn
Thomaston, CT
Dear Carl and family,
I have just read the very sad news about Meaghan and as I write this,
tears are rolling down my cheeks. My heart goes out to all of you.
Carl, you might remember me from the 2008 conference in Houston, we
chatted at different times. My daughter Lauren lost her battle with PH on
August 30, 2000, at the age of ten years and ten months. I too, want to
continue the fight anyway I can until there is a cure for this horrid disease.
Please know that I truly understand the heartache a parent endures when
a child dies. The ordering is simply wrong, children are not supposed to
die before their parents. Please take care and know that I am thinking of
you and send my prayers.
Judith Williamson
Victoria, BC Canada
Carl,
I am sorry to hear about the death of your daughter, Meaghan. Her
story, and your story, was an inspiration to many at the last PHA
conference. I am grateful that you have chosen to devote your leadership skills to our cause.
My husband and I also lost a child to this disease in 2002. He was only four when he died, a victim of primary pulmonary hypertension.
Due to his young age and the poorer outcomes for his size and weight,we chose not to pursue heart-lung transplantation, but I imagine our
decision would have been different had he lived to an older age. Still, these are very hard choices forced by a very hard illness. One
is forced to choose what one hopes will be the best of some bad alternatives, when one is really hoping for a cure.
Continue to lead on. Together I hope we can find that cure.
With deepest sympathy,
Jennifer Nelson
I am so sorry for your loss. Meaghan is in heaven now and will see her family again someday. Keep the
awareness going and God Bless you.
The Tindall Family
To the entire Hicks family,
I had the pleasure of attending my first PHA International Conference in Houston this past June. It was
there that I learned Meaghan's incredible story and of the outpouring of love and energy that you have all
shared to help all of us afflicted by pulmonary hypertension. I am devastated to learn of her passing after
such a courageous fight. There is probably a reason for Meaghan to have been taken at such a young
age, though at the moment it is hard to imagine what that could be. My thoughts and prayers are with
you at this time, and especially with Meaghan.
Sincerely,
Priscilla Franz
LVDD/PVH
Dear Hicks Family,
My little girl Katie Grace was diagnosed Feb 13 2008 and we went through much the same as you.
Only I was lucky enough to have the opportunity to go to the Houston Convention this year to hear Mr.
Hicks speak. Your story is one that gave me HOPE!
This has really saddened my heart and I have passed your story on to others so they can better understand.
We now live in the Bay Area and our doctor is also at Stanford. Although we know our doctors are good
but God is great. May he give you peace at this time.
Our Prayers are with you,
Kathy Groebner (mom of Katie Grace 6 PHer)
In Gods Hands
Mr. Hicks,
I saw you speak in Houston at the PH conference. I had just learned months before that I had PH and
came to the conference (with both my parents) to find out what it was all about. I heard you speak several
times and was so impressed by your passion and willingness to do anything it took to get help for your
daughter. I remember thinking your family's story was remarkable.
I opened an email from the PH Support group indicating that your daughter went to be with God. I had
such a heavy heart that day and for several days afterwards. My parents were also very upset and we
spoke of what an inspiration you and your family had been to us. Seeing pictures of Meaghan made us
all smile and cry. I just wanted you to know that her life was very meaningful to so many people and
continues to inspire us all!
Thank you for your dedication!
Jill from Indiana
Mr. Carl Hicks
I am truly sadden and sorry for your loss, your daughter Meaghan Hicks, she fought a BIG battle and by the way you speak of her she
never gave up! I can tell that you were very proud of her and she was blessed to have such caring parents. Thank-you for all that you did
and for all that you fought. I realize that the fight was for all of us dealing with PH. God bless you and your loved ones, and may he give
you a bit of comfort.
Sincerely,
Catalina Lomeli
Carl Hicks and Family
My sincerest condolences to you and your family, at this time for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers for God to give you peace and
consolation during your time of grief and healing. My heart aches for your pain and loss. Thank you for all the work you have done to help
all
of us with PH and God Bless You.
Charlotte Beattie
Dear Carl and family,
My condolences go out to you and you family at this time of loss. I know she meant the world to you. I was able to attend conference for the
first time this past June in Texas and I was moved by your speech about your daughter and it even brought me to tears.
I could tell how you and your family felt about her and that she meant the world to you. She was a fighter with this awful disease and
I pray one day they find a cure.
Again my thoughts and prayers go out to you.
Stephanie
| "A Life Cut Short" |
| "She had this luminous light about her, you could feel the radiance when you were in her presence. She gave us all hope..." Annette Lantos Tilleman-Dick |
| I spent several days reflecting on how it would impact Lisa and I were we to lose Jennifer and as good as my vocabulary is, I don’t think I could put it into words. Meaghan was literally Mary Jan’s biological copy, much as Jennifer is Lisa’s. They look like sisters and they have the same timber in the tone of their voices; so much so, that it is hard to tell the difference between them when talking to them on the phone. So rather than focusing on the loss of Meaghan, I turned instead to remembering the joy she brought us in the past when she was in our presence. Although in retrospect we would liked to have had more time with Meaghan we still have many fond memories of the times we did get to spend with her. Her dark hair, radiant smile, effervescent personality and that genetically patented chin will always be indelibly etched in my memory. Love, Uncle John & Aunt Lisa |
Meaghan,
The day I met you my world changed.
I met my best friend, my soul mate.
You taught me about friendship, love, myself.
The time we had together,
the memories we made,
I will hold in my heart forever.
You will be missed,
never forgotten...
| "Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving...And in the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter and sharing of pleasures...And let their be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit...When you part from your friend you grieve not; For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain." -Kahlil Gibran |
| I just wanted to take a moment to give my condolences to your family. I went to middle and high school with Meaghan, She was, she is one of the most beautiful people I have ever meet and feel that my life has been blessed by knowing her. Her strength and her personality are enough to inspire the faintest of heart and her memory will always be close to my heart. Thank you for taking the time to put together this beautiful website-. Kristi Hayes |
Hello Mr. Hicks,
I am a graduate of GHHS 1999 and attended school with your daughter. We did
not "hang out in the same group" of people, but I remember her very well. She
was a very kind and sweet hearted person. I am deeply saddened by the loss of
Meaghan and wish your family the best of memories with Meaghan.
We currently have a class of 1999 reunion website at www.ghhs1999.com
where a page dedicated to those classmates we'v lost over the years. I have
also posted a link to the beautiful website you have created for Meaghan on our
class page on facebook, which is
http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?topic=7281&post=25721&uid=74044059508
#/pages/GHHS-Class-of-1999/74044059508 Feel free to join us there.
We will all be honoring Meaghan and our other classmates during our reunion
and send out our thoughts to their families.
Thank You!
Crystal Harlow (Stevens '99)
I am a graduate of GHHS 1999 and attended school with your daughter. We did
not "hang out in the same group" of people, but I remember her very well. She
was a very kind and sweet hearted person. I am deeply saddened by the loss of
Meaghan and wish your family the best of memories with Meaghan.
We currently have a class of 1999 reunion website at www.ghhs1999.com
where a page dedicated to those classmates we'v lost over the years. I have
also posted a link to the beautiful website you have created for Meaghan on our
class page on facebook, which is
http://www.facebook.com/topic.php?topic=7281&post=25721&uid=74044059508
#/pages/GHHS-Class-of-1999/74044059508 Feel free to join us there.
We will all be honoring Meaghan and our other classmates during our reunion
and send out our thoughts to their families.
Thank You!
Crystal Harlow (Stevens '99)
| Meaghan with then Major Greg Gile, USA |